Wayward Thought: Of Love and Such

I wonder...every time I start going down the path of a certain relationship I get to a point where the path splits.

The first time I was walking along happily but the path split unexpectedly and I ended up falling off a cliff. The cliff fall was fun, but didn't last long. And I got sick, not from the cliff or the fall, but I got sick all the same.

Once I recovered, I found the path again. That time, however, I came to a split that would have me go in one of 3 directions. Instead of just picking one, I was cautious and just sat on my ass.

Now, only 1 of those paths exist and I have been walking, maybe even running down it. However, it has come to a T and I don't know what to do.

In one direction it is mostly flat and "unexciting" but I can see far down the path and I would love to waltz down it merrily. In the other direction, there are lots of things to climb, vault, build, destroy. Right off the bat it looks fun, but I can't see far at all down that path.

I know not what to do. I am stuck at this intersection and it seems that I keep on going down one path then running back and going down the other a little bit then again and again and again.

And I am tired from all the running.